In an interview with Apple Music, BLACKPINK’s Rosé got vulnerable about dealing with heartbreak and relationship problems while on tour.

She shared how when she would look back on photos or memories from tour, she would immediately recall what was going on in her personal life.

I would actually look at looks and be like, ‘Oh my god, that’s when I was going through the worst time of my life.’

— Rosé

Specifically, she would think of her relationship troubles at the time.

(I would be) like, ‘I remember that tour, I had the biggest fight [with my ex.]’

— Rosé

Despite this, you would never know what was going on behind the scenes!

I looked so good considering how heartbroken I was!

— Rosé

After saying this, fans have pulled up past clips of different times on tour that she may be referring to.